Author: Jakob (---.speed.planet.nl)
Date: 12-13-05 20:59
The fact that you realized you were a particle of a greater whole seems healthy - indeed a necessary step from your idea of being God.
I wonder if you are aware, in all your pride of this realization, how intolerable and arrogant you have been in expressing that you were God? You have rarely left any space for questioning your belief, severly damaging your credibility.
Now that you've stepped back from this belief, you have aparently no shame of your violent assertions of illusions.
I wonder how it is possible that, now that you are aware you are not God, you still make claims as to the True nature of God.
you say that:
The Truth is that God is absolutely alone
To me the truth of the universe is not a 'that' - it is a dynamic, a fusing - it is the univese procretating, self overcoming, eternally becoming. But you don't seem to be interested in that at all, as you've ignored it constantly.
I have chosen lust instead of will because that says something about Truth. But it is a mere word, not Truth.